I've said sorry to you with many ways. But still if you cannot forget or forgive. Nevermind. True love is when I shed my tears and still want him, When he ignores me and you still love him. It's when he loves another but still you always in my mind and say I'm happy for you whenever you give me the answer.

I always wrong. There's no crash doesn't mean you dropping it for us. And just because you follow up with your emotional. I don't want to keep being a girl who forcing you for a things. I should stop now asking you for anythings. I don't want to use own bucks. It's sad because I force for a thing that you didn't give me for sincerity. I feel hurt when you say that. So all this while we been together, you can even say I'm not good girlfriends for you. I wish that you talked with me all lies, but yes you telling the truth. So know, I already know that I'm really not good for you. Among my ex-boyfriend include you, you're my boy ever. I willing to please you for a words that you get distressed. Maybe it's the way I know you leave me in the end. Because I realised is my fault again to make you feel satisfied. I've never really been good with love. Have a lot of things on my mind. Is not gifted by being force from me. So don't waste your time on things that you don't want to give me because there someone out there who needs it much more better than me.

You said forever but now it's over. I telling you the truth from my bottom of my heart.