got a chance to play laptop / back home early this few days . short updating as for today.planning to go out tomorrow , as i was bored at home ; i want to study at airport . hope so , can go out and dad allowed me to go .
and - and

i can't my bluff my heart ,

and also my feelings towards you ,

i feel different now / nothing - nothing ,

why i always like that ? Am i changing my love or feelings ?

could you realised that i need you ,

but you are still the same and always like that ,

didn't ever care about me atleast once ,

no more the same as last time .

did you had another girl or did i find someone ?

PS : I am curious .